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In God We Trust Again

This great land we call the “United States”, was founded on the principle of God’s stone slates. We fled religious prosecutors and tax happy kings, In search of freedom and the safety it brings. God minded men placed the stones at their base, Establishing honor, respect, and hope for this race. The Lord has used rocks to focus our minds, Memorials, foundations, and altars of all kinds. These monuments of FAITH have purpose and reason, Viewing them as less would be equal to treason. This Nation we hold as precious and free, Was bought with a price from sea to sea. Man’s blood has been shed since Abel was slain, Sadly enough, from his own brother Cain. From that time to now, many wars have been fought, Still we forget… with whose blood we were bought.

“America the Beautiful” is properly named, American pride will not be tamed. Children parading their banners unfurled, Praising our God to the entire world. God did not bring us out of bondage for fun, His plan for our lives is “His will be done.” America, as people, is united in all states, We as Christians, need to get back to God’s slates. Back in our schools, back in our homes, Back in our work, or wherever we roam. Back in our hearts and back in our souls, Where moths don’t destroy and satan has no control.

Our shame should eat us, as acid does rust, Until united we stand, and in God only trust. Tear down the grudges, tear down the walls, Tear down the issues that separate us all. Start with a handshake, a hug, or a smile, To someone you’ve not said “hello” in a while. America need us whole and in part, To preach the good news, to reach every heart. To remind the children and all who remain, No matter what, Our God Reigns!

I wrote this shortly after September 9, 2001 on a Greyhound bus headed for Texas. Before 9/11, I never imagined or could I fathom the thoughts that ran through my heart, soul, and mind that day. Now, these words and emotions, written 19 years ago, are as vivid and pressing on my heart at they were then.

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Behind or Forward ?

Philippians 3:13

After speaking with a group of ladies this past week, this verse stole my attention and sent me on a journey of better understanding and application. 

As usual Paul starts off the third chapter encouraging them to rejoice in the Lord. Paul states that we can boast in Christ Jesus, but not in ourselves.  We can do nothing, be nothing, and accomplish nothing without being found and firmly planted in Jesus Christ.  We have no righteousness, no power, no fellowship, and no way to be conformed to His death without anchoring our faith in Jesus, with an unmoving resolve. 

Paul also shares his past, where he dares himself to have confidence in himself, the flesh.  In the original language, “confidence” means to “convince by argument” He lists the nobility of his lineage, which would be impressive to the listeners at the time. Paul states all that he came from and all that he attained, cannot compare, nor have reliance on, to what he exchanged it for.  Paul counts his past, the good, the bad, and the ugly, as loss or detriment, refuse or dung, as some versions read.  Paul could have allowed his past to intrude on his present and keep him from being the powerfully influential evangelist, mentor, minister, friend, writer, and so much more that God called him to be. Paul could allow the injustices pummeled on his life to divert his attention to his woes, beatings, and imprisonments.  Instead, he writes in verse 13 the choice he makes every day.  Paul chooses to “Forget the things which are behind”.  What things are we to forget?  All and any negative tapes that satan attempts to permanently fix in our minds, telling us how unworthy we are of our Father’s love and promises, because of our past.  This weapon is a powerful tool to keep Christians from fulfilling their purpose and an even more powerful tool in keeping the seekers of salvation through Christ Jesus from accepting the grace, mercy, and faithfulness offered to all who submit their lives to Him. How do we forget? The original language says “to lose out of mind or to neglect”.  We must stop giving so much attention to our past!! I see Paul embracing his past and using it to glorify God.  He knows what lies ahead and is not about to be left behind by tragedy, trauma, or circumstance.  Next, Paul states to “stretch forward to the things which are before. This is a stretching forward and upon the promises of God. His promises are not behind you.  Verse 14 “I PURSUE toward (forward motion) the goal, (“mark” in the original language, as if you are looking through the scope mounted on a rifle), for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.” If we put half as much effort into going forward, as we do chasing our pasts, focusing on the prize would be more intentional and not accidental.

Jeremiah 7:21-27 gives an account of Israel going backwards and not forward by not listening to God.

2 Peter 3:10-18 Peter is teaching the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and we need to be found in peace by Him, without spot, and blameless.  Verse 14 states we are to look forward to this.

Luke 19:1-10 What if Zacchaeus had not run ahead (forward), would he have been on the right path to find Jesus?

 Proverbs 4:20-27 Solomon instructs his sons to “Let your eyes look straight ahead, and your eyelids look right before you.”

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When you fix your eyes on God, God will fix your eyes.” Author Unknown

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A Star In The Night

A lone Star breaking the darkness in half illuminates the sky like no other before it. Its Brilliance attracts, no, draws your focus, your thoughts, your emotions, every live nerve in your body, with an authority compared to none. The Glow is unique somehow. It surrounds all it comes into contact with, casting no shadows. Its Radiance could be physically felt as if being cradled in a lustrous down comforter. Its Glory emits a broadcast of an inaudible message. The Resplendent shine delivers an incomprehensible peace that infiltrates your very soul. The Epistle conveyed an accompaniment of unabridged flawless, unblemished, and laundered renewing. No matter where you stood, the Light touched you. That night, the world shifted.

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“When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceedingly great joy.”

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Tree Vision is Illuminating

Luke 19:1-6

I remember as a child one of my favorite adventures was tree climbing.  My grandmother had a huge apple tree in her back yard. I spent hours exploring the tree. I dared myself to climb a little higher each time I headed up the tree. On just the right branch, I could see the roof of the house, all the way down the alley, and I could see anybody approaching the tree. If I was hidden in the fullness of the leaves and remained quiet, the passerby could not see me. 
In Luke 19, Zaccheus did not want to be hidden in his search for Jesus.  There are a vast number of lessons to be derived from this passage. What I came away with today is, don't climb a tree without carefully counting the cost. Sometimes, we truly bite off more than we can chew. We pick impossible trees to climb. Sometimes, ALL we can see is the assent and forget how high we've climbed, what our purpose was in climbing, and realize we’ve made no preparations for following through on our good intentions. Then our only recourse is to find our way back down the tree without gaining anything from the climb.  
Zaccheus had a mission. Scripture states he was small in stature. He had to rise above the crowd to see Jesus. He had an intense desire to be where Jesus is. Zaccheus ran ahead of the path he knew Jesus was on so he could pick the right tree. It had to be tall enough to see above the crowd, accessible enough to attempt the climb, and strong enough to hold him for as long as it took to see the One Who could bring salvation to his soul. 
Can you picture this?  Scripture doesn’t say, but I can imagine Zaccheus was not the only person who climbed a tree that day.  There may have been others, but Jesus was drawn to a heart that was eagerly awaiting His coming, therefore, Jesus spotted him immediately, called him by name, and asked him to come down and join Him.  My eyes are welling up with joyful tears for Zaccheus.  
What is your mission? We must overcome and remove all obstacles that would block our vision of the One Who brings answers, brings healing, brings provision, brings unconditional love, and brings life eternal.  This rich, chief tax collector, who admitted to cheating many Jewish people for personal gain, has caught the eyes of the Savior.  This Zaccheus, had a heart that was searching. Who are you looking for?
We too must carefully select trees with purpose.  Make sure it is tall enough, so your focus never leaves Jesus sight.  Make sure it is attainable, so you will not grow weary and never make the climb. Make sure it accomplishes the goal of laying your eyes on Jesus. Make sure it is strong enough to hold you for as long as it is called today.

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Tree Vision is Illuminating.

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Are You Feeling The Heat?

I am sitting here with God's Word before me, reading in 1 Peter chapter 1 where Peter is addressing the persecuted Christians who fled Jerusalem. Peter is reminding them of the treasure they hold in Christ Jesus. 
He goes on to say that those TREASURES listed in verse 4 are being guarded by a garrison of power in verse 5. Then in verse 6, Peter says he realizes that they are experiencing sorrow by various trials, but need to hold on. Peter then explains the glory to which they pledged their lives! They are proving their faith, which is more precious than gold. Then he even adds the fact that gold is NOT precious until it is refined. 
Before I go on, let me briefly paraphrase what the Hebrews knew about refining gold.  They would melt it down, but not too hot, and they kept a very close eye on it so as to not allow it to boil or burn.  If it burned, it was ruined. The slag/impurities would rise to the top and the goldsmith would allow the gold to cool slightly so he could scrape the slag off.  He would then heat it up again and again and again to repeat the same process until he could see his perfect reflection in the gold, just as if he was looking in a mirror.  
God’s uses trials to refine the best “us” we can be and transforms us to our purest form.  In verse 6, Peter uses the words "trials" and "various."  This IS more than one AND of more than one kind. Meaning it may take different trials to purge you of the impurities that keep you from being Christ like. God doesn’t want to stop until He can see His reflection in you.  Why? I Timothy 2:4 and Romans 8:29
So many times I have witnessed a brother or sister call it quits because they faced “A” trial. Is one experience through "the fire" truly enough to become refined?  I am not the one who decides that, but, if you are chosen to experience more than one fire, know that the Father is truly seeking to find His Son’s reflection in you.  Sometimes, Gods allows what He hates, to accomplish what He loves.
There were times, when certain trials of varying heat slammed me from behind, caught me off guard, and turned my world upside down. It was then, I wondered if someone else could have handled it better, reflected God more through it, recognized the blessings that would come from it, and glorified God more clearly and effectively than me?
Then I realized that God didn't choose me for trials because I was strong enough, faithful enough, spiritual enough, or wise enough.  He knew I wasn’t any of those without Him. I needed refining, renewing, and reviving.  He had confidence in me or He wouldn’t have given the trial to me in the first place. He knew the heat would be unbearable at times.  He knew I would stumble, cry out, and doubt myself, but He also knew I could handle them with Him there.  Without Him I would fail. I’ve heard the commonly used statement that God won’t give you more than you can handle more times than I can recall.  I agree a little.  Ask yourself by whose standards, yours or Gods, is it determined what you can handle?  If you are experiencing “the heat”, then know He KNOWS what you CAN truly handle. 
Our faith is more precious than gold.
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Home

Psalm 137

Do you have a place in your heart when the word “home” is spoken and it takes you spiraling back to dozens of micro-second thoughts, frame after frame, of moments and memories?  One small framed picture of laughter, silliness, trickery, joy, and sometimes sorrow surge forth accompanied by the emotions of that moment. Many times we find ourselves reliving them again.  I believe the children of Israel were reviving all of this in a single flash and yearned for its reality. After reading Psalm 137 a few thoughts were laid on my heart. 

The psalmist speaks of emptiness and a void due to separation, isolation, and being captive to those who carried them away. They were asked to sing one of their songs of home. I love their reply, “How can we sing the song of Jehovah in a foreign land?”

This sparked the fact that our sin should expose, or reveal in us, a dreaded sense of separation from God; a small, nagging fear that creates an urgent desire to repent and seek God in prayer asking for forgiveness and restoration.  Sinning should seem foreign to us instead of familiar. It should be distasteful and burdensome. We should NOT feel at home. Sinning against God caused them to be robbed of their lands and forced into slavery and captivity by another. Their sin separated them from their Creator, Redeemer, and Sovereign Lord.

Then the captive go on to describe how this separation is working in their hearts, how it has brought to the forefront of their minds the love they have for the home they’ve lost. With urgency and determination they vow to NEVER forget their homes.  If they did forget, the music would no longer be available to them to play or sing.

We have a home from which we never want to be in jeopardy of losing. A home we can reach, only through and because of, He that is the I Am, He Who is Jesus, counts us righteous, cleansed, and redeemed.  We would do well to apply the fear of physical atrocities the children of Israel befell and the spiritual devastation’s, should we EVER forget the home we possess.  We need to visualize a clear picture of this promised land where we want to dwell and follow the God given plan as we unload, remove, and empty obstacles from the only path that leads HOME. 

I have no desire to live in a foreign land, with foreign people, and a foreign god.

You can’t sing there.

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Grandma’s Home filled with my memories.

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What Do We Need To Revive?

2 Kings 4:32-37

After Elisha restored the dead boy, I thought about all he had to do to revive him. He sent a physical symbol of himself, that didn’t work. The Elisha physically went to the boy and prayed over him, breathed on him, met eye to eye with him, mouth to mouth with him, hands to hands with him, and then stretched his body over the dead boy before the the first sign of life showed itself. Then Elisha takes a walk, comes back, stretches over the boy one more time and the lad fully returns to life.

This asks the question, what do we need to do to be revived?

I believe this is an example that the “quick fix” doesn’t work. We have to pray first and foremost and then follow it up with action. We must breathe in God’s Word, we must come eye to eye with His commands, we must be hand in hand with His truth, we must stretch ourselves out of our comfort zones,and then we breathe in to meditate on all of this. Now it’s time to stretch again, this time to overcome ourselves.

The Shunammite woman gave thanks, with all humility, BEFORE she accepted the blessings from God.

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Psalm 69:32 “The humble have seen it and are glad; You who seek God, let your heart revive.”

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Is Your Mailbox Empty?

We all know the past few months have been daunting, unpredictable, chaotic, heart breaking, frustrating, and then carefully weaved within this mesh of pandemic comes growth, assurance, remembrance, and a heightened love for life.

During this time, we have received several cards in the mail from our church family and others. Each one expressing words of encouragement and each one touching my heart, which caused a welcomed smile across my face. The mere fact we were thought of during this time of uncertainty cause me to feel special. At times, just seeing their envelope in the mailbox gave me a measure of joy without even opening the sealed message. Some were more familiar to me than others and some surprised me. Each and every card, no matter who sent it, brought a genuine smile to my face, which transferred affection to my heart.

When I thought about how this small gesture on their part, gave me great joy, it made me wonder if this is how God views our feels when we send our messages to Him? I wonder if He excitedly anticipates our prayer the same way we long for and anticipate news, words of encouragement, at-a boys, and gifts from the heart.

There are numerous passages in God’s Word that refer to Him as “listening”, “hearing”, “hears”, or “heard” those who are talking or calling out to Him. The Psalms are full of examples of God listening to the prayers of David. In Psalm 4:3 David states that he knows God hears him.

Of all the mail I receive, no greater joy, happiness, or anticipation is expressed on my face or from my voice than when I realize I have receive a card or letter from my children or grandchildren. There is an excitement upon seeing the name written on the envelope when it is your child!! I usually don’t wait until I get back inside the house before I tear it open just to see and hear their words to me. As I read, I hear their individual voices saying the words within the message. This fills my love tank.

I believe God anticipates the arrival of His children’s messages too. Whether they express adoration, thank You, encouragement, thinking of You, and even sympathies. Imagine the Parent of all parents, patiently waiting and checking His “mailbox” every hour of every day anticipating a word from us. I think of the prodigal son’s father, as he looked each day to see or hear from his son. (Luke 15:11) Some names and addresses are more familiar than others, but the joy of hearing from His children cannot possibly compare to mine.

There’s only one address to remember, the stationery is uniquely yours, the postage is free, and you NEVER have to wonder if He hears your message. Jeremiah 33:3 says: “Call to Me, and I will answer you; And show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.”

Is the flag up on your mailbox?

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Do You Love Me?

When I think back to my childhood and my emotions as a child, the one desire above all others was to be and feel loved.  I reached into the recesses of my mind to remember the times when I felt both.  Life experiences, journeys, drama, and trauma all ran through my memories like a microfiche film on a reel speeding past my eyes.  As I ogled each frame, my heart melted, softened, yearned, and was joyful when scenes at my grandmother’s house flashed before me.

Her name is Electa Lucille.  I have always thought her name alone spoke of elegance and beauty and so did she.  She was my everything.  Her smile put all that was wrong, right. Her laugh was contagious to say the least and it filled my heart with glee.  Her hugs melted away any misgivings I may have had with the rest of the world.  Electa was not a wealthy woman on a monetary level, but she was the richest person on earth that I had the pleasure of knowing.  Electa’s gift was she played the piano and played it very well.  She learned to play when she was a young girl.  Usually when she started playing, I was drawn to the melodies she orchestrated. I felt like I was in a trance listening not only to the music itself, but to her heart.  She put all she was into her piano playing.  I didn’t know it at first, but I came to realize when she played she was playing for the Lord.  It was her gift, her prayers, her voice to His ear.  As I grew up listening to this music, I discovered the words were exaltations’ to the Lord and I learned Who Jesus was at my grandmother’s piano.  I learned about His love, His creation, His longsuffering, His love for me and so much more standing next to Electa Lucille while she played her heart to God.

My grandmother didn’t have to ask me to be good or to behave.  My love for her, my respect for her, and my adoration for her was all that was required to be obedient to her.  It was a natural and desired state of mind to want to please her and make her proud of me.  Her unconditional acceptance of me was all I needed to feel complete. 

Years later I met another who asked me for the same devotion, the same awe, the same desire to please, the same joy, and the same obedience.  I resisted at first.  As an adult my emotions and desires as a child hadn’t changed.  I still want to feel and know I am loved.  It was almost an unrealistic comprehension that anyone could love me as much or more than my grandmother. Then I envisioned my grandmother sitting at her piano, smiling and sometimes a single tear falling down her cheek as she sang “No One Ever Card For Me Like Jesus”. It was then I knew I could trust this Jesus she spoke of with my heart, mind and soul.  Electa Lucille led me to Jesus all those years ago, but I never got to tell her.

When I read in John 14:15 and 21:15-17 where Jesus asked, “Do you love Me?”, the deeper meaning takes me back to grandmothers house.  My grandmother answered the unspoken question, “Do you love me?” She showed me.

Love is not a feeling we feel without action behind it.  Saying the words, “I love you” has no impact on our hearts and lives unless an action that describes that love is demonstrated.  There are almost 2600 recordings of the word “do” in the Bible.  God’s Word is filled with “do’s” we are to act on.  We need to get up and “act out” our obedience, our love, our devotion, our commitment, and our covenant relationship to God.  That’s what love does.

We all yearn to hear and feel we are loved.  Husbands, Wives, Children, family, ministers, ministers wives, moms, dads, teachers, etc.  We all need reminders, often, we are loved.  God showed His ultimate love for us through the greatest action ever known in heaven and on earth.  Jesus is asking us today, “Do you love Me?”

Electa has been gone for 19 years and I miss her dearly.  Her love for me is still in action.  We all want to be shown we are loved.  Jesus is no different.  Jesus’s love is always in action; every blood cleansing day of our lives. To know Him, is to love Him. Keeping His commandments, allows Him to know us.

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In the Heat of a Promise

Psalm 66:13-14

“I will go into Your house with burnt offerings; I will pay You my vows, Which my lips have uttered And my mouth has spoken when I was in trouble. “

David’s words swirl around in my mind until a thought erupts out of it. I have noticed a pattern lately of the portion of God’s Word that stirs, sparks, and stimulates emotions given all the drastic changes we are experiencing. 

Through each change comes a new challenge. With each challenge, a different perspective and each perspective leaves me asking more questions I can’t answer. Through David’s words I hang on to what I know will bring me through these changes. 

Like David, there are times I feel pulled in multiple directions at once.  I beg God to answer in a very specific manner that leaves no room for error in the path that life demands that I choose.
Like David, I cry out for justice. Like David, I play tug of war with my fears, worries, and doubts. David’s example has kept me on track, not perfectly, but within a realm of realistic expectations, realistic hopes, and realistic relationships. 

I know I am not alone in this. God has carefully made His presence known in the unfolding of my story. I also know I am not the only person who has made a promise, vow, or declaration of how I am going to change, improve, or just simply persevere, IF, God will simply continue to hear me, console me, and love me.

THEN when life slows down or the crisis has subsided, did I fulfill or forget my vow, promise, or declaration?   David did this very thing. 

I rest so much easier knowing the man after God’s own heart struggled with the same life experiences I am right now. David is teaching me to praise when I am empty, when I can’t see two feet in front of me, when the answers I prayed for are a “no”, when I am surrounded by people, yet feel isolated, when my anchor shakes loose and threatens to uproot, or when life just seems blah.

When I tap into the emotions of David’s songs, they allow me to ascend to the mountain peaks, stand in the valleys, march on the battlefield, and confidently walk with my Lord daily.
I must fulfill the vows I declare to the Lord when I am distressed. Without bringing this full circle, I cannot expect nor imagine I would receive the peace that passes over all understanding. 

Remember what you spoke to God in desperation. Remember the joy you felt when your prayers were answered in the way that you prayed them.  Whether yes or no, you received an answer.  Know it is and was a perfect answer. We rejoice in all answers from God.  God abundantly fulfills ALL of His promises.  We too, should fulfill our promises to God, every day.

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Fulfilled Promises enrich our lives.